I sort of found a problem with her and didn't speak to her for days. I knew she would find it weird but knowing her, she'd definitely figure it out either way or another. After some time away from here, I had been reflecting and thinking about what I should do. Should I just leave it as it is? An abrupt end to our four years of friendship? I must admit, I felt that I had to clear things up with her and stop the tension. After all, it was me who started it and anyway, I'd wanted to speak to her about it. I finally did after some time. I know it's an excuse if I said I'd been busy with school so I delayed it but no, really, I really am very, very tired from school. Oh god, the modules are intense and my brain was practically drained.
Anyway, before I go out of point, I will not go into the details of what happened but yeah, I am really glad that I made up with her even though I know we don't get along well sometimes. Either way, we are good friends after all. Right now, she is going through a difficult time, just like me. Except that I am sort of getting better and almost out of it. I don't know if she got the message that I'm there for her cuz I sort of left her alone battling her struggles. I did not go back to her cuz I felt bad for her, though. Just saying. I guess this friendship was worth fighting for. :-)
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