False reality

It never existed. It was an illusion. Everything was not real. I was non-existent. Nobody cared because I'm invisible. Such a harsh world. At the end of the day, humanity is destroying me inside. I have emotions. I have feelings. I speak my mind and you get offended. So much for getting pissed off when people don't tell you in your face. Contradictory too, no? It isn't just about me anymore. 

All I could do was go numb and run away. Get high and pretend it never happened. And smile, as if nothing happened. 

All I needed was some support. Or something to cheer me up. Again, it's a wishful thinking. I really have to stop imagining things, wishing things, go numb, be like a robot. Feel nothing. Then I'll be fine, I guess. 

Yeah right, you're there for me. It's just so fucking sad. What I wished was true was false. Not even a hint of support. Thanks a lot.