False reality

It never existed. It was an illusion. Everything was not real. I was non-existent. Nobody cared because I'm invisible. Such a harsh world. At the end of the day, humanity is destroying me inside. I have emotions. I have feelings. I speak my mind and you get offended. So much for getting pissed off when people don't tell you in your face. Contradictory too, no? It isn't just about me anymore. 

All I could do was go numb and run away. Get high and pretend it never happened. And smile, as if nothing happened. 

All I needed was some support. Or something to cheer me up. Again, it's a wishful thinking. I really have to stop imagining things, wishing things, go numb, be like a robot. Feel nothing. Then I'll be fine, I guess. 

Yeah right, you're there for me. It's just so fucking sad. What I wished was true was false. Not even a hint of support. Thanks a lot. 

A trip to end 2014

So, my fam decided to go to Bangkok because my sister wanted to go. Honestly, there was nothing much there and I would say that it was boring since it was only shopping, shopping and shopping. Unfortunately, we'd only stayed in the Bangkok's version of "Orchard" which is called Siam. We did managed to go sightseeing since most of the places such as palace, temple and floating market were too far or dad had already visited. The trip spanned over 4 days, from Dec 26th 2014 to Dec 30th 2014

At the airport waiting for departure

Upon arrival at BKK, taken by dad's friend

We had dinner at someplace recommended by dad's friends but I didn't take pictures :-(

Dessert shop nearby the dinner place

My dessert. We could choose up to 3 or 4 ingredients as well as the base (coconut, etc.)

Snowman at the entrance of the hotel

Hotel lobby

Chatuchak Market

Coconut ice cream

I thought bananas here looked so fine... ;)

Chicken breast wrapped in bacon. One word: YUMMY!

Mango smoothie

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A graffiti near the hotel. Love it. 

Saw some really huge and swirly sausages at a mall

What's a trip without a hotel selfie??

Came across those prints while shopping lolol

because dad insisted on a wefie while waiting for thai food

Finally some thai food!

and once again, another wefie but with food

despite the fire, the snowman did not melt. fake snowman spotted?

What could the bear be doing behind the "tree"? ... ;)

tried a crepe, didn't turn out to be as nice as i thought it would be

Siam

i tried

fruit no. 2: mango

I wanted to buy a teddy bear but it's too op :(

meowww

bye bangkok :( love your weather